#I am so completely sane about this

[idk3ither]

Oh don’t mind me I’m just casually losing my mind

[luvaaheee]

again and again

[fictiongods]

Literally all of Faiths mommy issues could have been fixed if she literally just got to meet Jenny Calendar

[burningfunobject]

I love jayce

I mean who doesn't its just by God does he make bad decisions

[alfazoings]

little doodles i drew after listening to the new ep to keep myself from biting into cement and then flopping around the floor like a fish

[infernalmelancholy]

what a totally insignificant line in episode 3 that is absolutely not foreshadowing anything and means nothing at all.

[freckled-paints]

Lottielee weekend day 1: afterlife!!!

Heavily inspired by this post, it emotionally destroyed me so I had to make it into art

inspo under the cut!

[squarebracketsmileyface]

I had an idea for something I wanna write for S,IL, specifically to do with Tim and Brian and their friendship in highschool, after Tim got out of the hospital and reintegrated into society, and goddamn this fic has me digging through old diary entries I saved on my phone. Some of the shit in there is just so stupid and dramatic and poetic and would work fucking perfectly for writing Severely Mentally ill Teenage Tim dealing with a weird "my best friend who I have a crush on is the only thing keeping my even semi sane, and also I have convinced myself he's a deity and I pray to him" thing 💀

This shit is so overdramatic and "cringe" but honestly it described EXACTLY how I was feeling so no actually, it's not cringe it's great. Y'know lol? Honestly tho, I love these little bits of writing I found, because they let me see exactly what younger me was feeling. Like "i feel sad and angry and my heart's beating too hard and I feel shaky and too cold" does NOT get how we were actually feeling across anywhere near as well as this bullshit.

Anyway if you wanna read a couple of these bits I found, they're under the thingy 💀

“I’m bleeding myself dry while I'm going on walks every day like everyone tells me to, and my mental health is still at its worst. I’m putting every penny of my self worth into this boy and twisting the crank to see what colourful hunk of plastic comes rolling out so I can bare it like it's my soul to anyone who asks to see that deep inside me.”

I was such a dramatic kid. Any time I was doing bad my thoughts just switched to overdramatic shitty poetry and I couldn't do anything about it 💀 I was such a fucking

“Can I appeal to your humanity as I lose my own?”

[jalo-parker]

Reference sheet for my helsknight design :] (slight nudity warning he's only wearing boxers)

Featuring lore on how pants work for those with tails (most of them probably only have the one snap at the top but whatever it was like 1am when I drew that part)

[cherrydrop-rambles]

I AM CURRENTLY AWAKE AT 2 IN THE MORNING AND I LITERALLY CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM

IM TIRED OF PRETENDING THAT HE ISNT THE BEST CHARACTER TO EXIST EVER IN THE HISTORY OF FOREVER I LOVE HIM SO MUCJ

OH MY GOD WHEN HES HAPPY

MY MIDNIGHT THOUGJT OF THE NIGHT IS I WOULD LIKE TO RUN MY HANDS THROUGH HIS FLUFFY HAIR AND HES SO COOL AND PRETTY. KENJI NODA IS THE BEST. THANK YOU AND GOODNIGHT!!!

(Probably gonna regret this post in the morning hehehe)

[idk3ither]

How are we feeling about the iron lung trailer gang?

[frances73]

Leonard lowe from Awakenings

i am normal about this

[feral-and-or-horny]

I've been re reading The Locked Tomb and I promise I'm being so normal about it

[aesadraws]

Crying in the club because of FFX's ending

[sibyl-of-space]

amadeus is getting more deranged earlier than originally planned but im leaning into it because i'm having fun

as far as im concerned this just means i have to get even more deranged as it goes. continually escalate. in the middle of episode 3 if you hear a single piece of tonal music i'm not doing my job

[blood-mocha-latte]

Please rewatch GK. I personally need You to become like a feral dog.

lenora my darling this feels like FATE because full disclosure. i have only watched gen kill once. twelve years ago. with my brother. and i am feeling the vibes to watch it again.... in a more critical (homosexual??) way....

i am taking this as my sign to rewatch generation kill, actually. my new job is watch show and be rabid about it <3